Cover
Table of Contents
Apology
Timeline: Indonesia, 1965-1967
The Mutation of Fear
The Legacy of the Long-Dead Dictator
The Beginning
The Creation of Fearful Memories
The Genocide
Gerwani
Soeharto's Version of History
Who Was the Mastermind?
When the Victims Remain Evil
The International People's Tribunal 1965
Real History and Memory: The 'Reality' of Oral History
Part 1 Accounts of the Victims: The Letter in the Sock
The Letter in the Sock
Leo Mulyono
Working for My Oppressor
To Be Kept Safe
Dating in Prison
Being Transferred Again
Back to Yogya
Pramoedya Ananta Toer
My Story
Oei Hiem Hwie
The Amazing Library
The Murder of the Generals
Buru
Pramoedya Ananta Toer
The Beauty of Buru
Building Houses
Development
Staying or Leaving?
Going Home
Something Weird
The Birth of the Library
Antonius Pudji Rahardjo
The Commander and His Mistress
Moments before Gestok 1965
Back to Surabaya
21 Musi Street
Surabaya
Kalisosok
Nusakambangan
Buru
The Giant Galiuk in Savanajaya
13 March 1972
People from Overseas
General Soemitro's Visit
The Arrival of Families
Freedom
My Wife
After Buru
Part 2 The Steel Women
Sri Muhayati
Being Educated in Prison
Educating Myself in Prison
Christina Sumarmiyati
The Horrific Torture and Rape
Our Children
Part 3 The Accounts of the Siblings
Sriyono Wiwoho
The Lunch Box My Brother Never Received
My Adik and I at School
Adi Rukun
Beyond the Look of Silence
My Brother and I
The Look of Silence
Part 4 The Accounts of the Children
Usmantri Sukardi
My Childhood with Strangers
Meeting bapak Again
Iwan Kamah
Annus Horibilis
1957-1965
Annus Horribilis
Again: China
Antara
Irina Dayasih.